What do you do when someone you thought was a friend, someone who you really care about and who you thought cared about you, rips out your heart, stomps on it and then turns and walks away?

What do you do when you have known this person for 15 years, shared more with this person than you do your husband, know more about this persons life than anyone else does, and yet she throws it all away?

What do you do when you opened up your life and your home to this person for 18 months, had them living with you, including them in every aspect of your personal, professional and community life and they don't give a shit?

How do you ever get over knowing that someone you thought was a friend was just using you?

How do you ever trust anyone ever again?